nonas i think one of my friends is hinting toward us dating. i kinda had a crush on her for a while, but it fell off as i realized it would never work long term. she's super "hometown pride!" and will never leave here. i've lived a lot of places and this is def not my fave, and i plan to travel and live in a lot more.

but like... i still find her attractive, and we balance each other really well.

afraid of sacrificing a friendship (which could probably survive long-distance) for a relationship that won't last.

and after typing all that out i def shouldn't do it, huh?