I'm hoping to figure out a way to pay my deductible so I can see a pain doctor and get back on some painkillers. I've gotten a few recommendations because the pain doctor I've been seeing just doesn't believe in opiates. Which is fine but they're something I need in my pain management. So, we'll see. Hopefully I can come up with the money within the next few months. Self care is so much easier when not in crippling pain!