i think its natural bb, even if logically u know prom would probably be mediocre lol, i get sad about missing out on ~life experiences just because i didn't always get the chance
i just wonder a lot if i had stayed and hadn't been fucked up if i would've graduated with good grades and be going to a uc and holding down a job like 95% of my friends are rn, and if i would've had a really good time with them at prom
i get u i think. i do find it hard not to be bitter at times tbh. dwelling on what ifs is kind of a bad idea but sometimes its just hard not to, especially when u can compare yourself to people around u
yeah lol, i need to stop looking at facebook around this time b/c a few of my friends are in their senior year still and all this stuff is coming up and being posted about and just making me sad when i think about it for too long
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(Anonymous) 2012-05-06 09:34 am (UTC)(link)no subject
i just wonder a lot if i had stayed and hadn't been fucked up if i would've graduated with good grades and be going to a uc and holding down a job like 95% of my friends are rn, and if i would've had a really good time with them at prom
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(Anonymous) 2012-05-06 09:41 am (UTC)(link)hope u happy anyway
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ty, biba ♥ hope u r too