i just can't get a therapist and no one commented on my entry on this other site and idk what to do. i just need to decide on a date and then stop fucking posting about it but i just feel so lonely. i don't have anyone else i can talk to about this. everyone else irl thinks i'm doing just fine.
i can't. i just can't. i don't have anyone i trust like that and i can't tell my mom because she doesn't listen, she doesn't help she just gets mad and then upset and it just makes me feel worse.
i think i know where you're coming from and you have to ask yourself if you're looking for help or if you just want to express how you feel without judgment. if it's the latter, obvs we can't talk about it here.
but if you're seeking out a suicide hotline, i think there must still be a part of you that hasn't given up yet and doesn't want to die. so please be strong, nona.
try again sometime u feel like nona, or if u find privacy, call a hotline. there are some really good people and some not so good on the chats. although they are well meaning, that doesn't cut it. hope u well & i wish i could give u a hug.
i've been suicidal before, so i know what it's like. i might not be able to solve all your problems, but i'll listen to you. you don't have kill yourself, bb.
tw suicide
(Anonymous) 2012-04-30 06:03 am (UTC)(link)i don't even know if it helped. i almost felt like she was as much at a loss for ways to help me as i am. i feel like there's nothing i can do
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(Anonymous) 2012-04-30 06:06 am (UTC)(link)but anon is not your therapist
we can't help you here
we aren't trained
this is just going to spiral down and down
Re: tw suicide
(Anonymous) 2012-04-30 06:07 am (UTC)(link)i just can't get a therapist and no one commented on my entry on this other site and idk what to do. i just need to decide on a date and then stop fucking posting about it but i just feel so lonely. i don't have anyone else i can talk to about this. everyone else irl thinks i'm doing just fine.
Re: tw suicide
(Anonymous) 2012-04-30 06:09 am (UTC)(link)maybe it's time to tell someone irl, maybe a trusted relative or friend, that everything's not fine?
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(Anonymous) 2012-04-30 06:10 am (UTC)(link)Re: tw suicide
(Anonymous) 2012-04-30 06:13 am (UTC)(link)Re: tw suicide
(Anonymous) 2012-04-30 06:13 am (UTC)(link)i think i know where you're coming from and you have to ask yourself if you're looking for help or if you just want to express how you feel without judgment. if it's the latter, obvs we can't talk about it here.
but if you're seeking out a suicide hotline, i think there must still be a part of you that hasn't given up yet and doesn't want to die. so please be strong, nona.
Re: tw suicide
(Anonymous) 2012-04-30 06:06 am (UTC)(link)hope u well & i wish i could give u a hug.
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i've been suicidal before, so i know what it's like. i might not be able to solve all your problems, but i'll listen to you. you don't have kill yourself, bb.