i joke a lot about how i've repressed most of my childhood but i'm finding that when my therapist asks me about my childhood, i literally cannot recall the memories
but on the flip side, ever since i've started discussing my childhood in therapy, all these random memories have started resurfacing in my day to day life and it's starting to really impact me
i could have written this. lol... my therapist has not given me a diagnosis but based off what they've been asking/what we've been doing im pretty sure they think i have cptsd
Scientists in Geneva took some antiprotons out for a spin — a very delicate one — in a truck, in a never-tried-before test drive that has been deemed a success.
thinking about that time on some cake competition show where someone said they were making a tobacco cake and then proceeded to open up a bunch of cigarettes into the batter
lol why is it so hard for people to understand that work schedules are variable. not everyone works 8-5. mid shift exists. night shift exists. people wake up "late" because they fuck WORK LATE. goddamnit. christ alive.
ey everyone! Not new to the area but new to the idea of going to a Catholic Church. I’ve been really interested in learning more about Catholicism. I was raised Protestant (Lutheran/episcopal) so Christianity is not completely new to me but I’ve always adored how Catholics worship god and love high church.
Here’s the problem though: I’m a queer woman married to a trans man.
Without getting too personal about my reasoning for seeking the church again, I was hoping if anyone had ideas for Indianapolis Catholic Church’s that won’t chase me out even if I do decide I want to convert. I know it seems foolish but I have a strong feeling I need to go.
a female employee was killed at the pokemon center in tokyo by a man she had reported for stalking her and i get being scared in the moment that it could be a mass violence incident or something but the way people posting updates were like "its just a domestic situation" "she knew him" really upsets me
oh really? ohhhhh really? you're going to start making fun of me now. well guess what, i know everyone's secrets. like the fact that one of your precious mods is actually someone else on LJ entirely. like the fact that one of you sleeps with her hand inside her pants because it makes he feel safe to cradle her genitals. like the fact that a few of you actually helped MLS steal all of that money because you wanted to see certain members get a taste of their own medicine. oh and the fact that you people always target people for the WRONG. FUCKING. REASONS. it's not reasonable to be pissed at everyone for GENDERED INSULTS and this and that. it doesn't translate to real life. so of course you tell peopel you didn't get enough change at the bank and that makes it okay and then you get mad because your can't buy your boyfriend season tickets to see the rangers or whatever second rate team is you think he likes, and you can't get out of bed because your mother doesn't love you and she told you that and you told us and everyone cared for three seconds until it was their time to cry wolf. well guess what? AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO it's now time for all of us to be REAL and stop trying to impress each other. be real for once. and stop hiding behind anonymous because nobody fucking cares who you are or where you're from, they're still going to turn on you the second you look away and act different than them. just ask someone what happened to jarlisme, oh that's right. that's someone on LJ none of you know expect me, i know you come here. and i know you respond to people and make them feel like shit. how would you make it feel if that anonymous person you were A HUGE FUCKING JACKASS to was on your friends list?
fuck you just fuck you
fuck you guys just fuck you you have no idea what it feels like to be this alone and you all think you'r alone but you're not, you have each other but ALL OF LIVEJOURNAL
HAS
IGNORED ME
FOR YEARS
from the days of ljdrama when the teacher fucked his student into oblivion and she started a porn starter site to the days of seanseansean to the HAY DAY of ontd and before most of you even knew what acronyms were good to use and which ones would get you ostracized. NOBODY CARES. EVER. I'VE SAT ON THE OUTSKIRTS TRYING TO MAKE FRIENDS AND NOTING
AND THEN I TRY TO GET PRETTY WITH MAKEUP AND YOU JUST FUCKING RUINED IT. I CAN'T EVEN EXPRESS HOW MUCH THAT HURT. LIKE FUCK YOU HAVEN'T YOU EVER ASKED FOR ADVICE BEFORE YOU PIECE OF SHIT BAKED BEAN EATING MOTHERFUCKINF TOYOTA CAMRY DRIVING ASSHOLES? TEST CRASH THIS YOU PIECE OF SHIT I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON AN ELEPHANT'S TOENAILS.
a person is interrupting a conversation about boiled chicken to roll on the floor back and forth in order to gently let out their gas
I give eyeteeth for bodhi in this tawdry, ugly age
öxölklöfför
i hope someday i have your grace
Chicken reaches up and gently brushes some long, silky strands of black hair from MLS' face, and places them behind her ear. Her own hair, curly and long, cascades in miscellaneous reddish-brown waves over the silk pillow. She studies her girlfriend's face, her intense, lust-filled eyes and thin lips that smile warmly at her. MLS' face disappears into her neck and she feels wet kisses and warm breath against her skin. MLS hand strokes Chicken's perfectly shaped breasts, making her moan. She moves slowly downward and cups the warm, wet, shaved area. It is smooth like the silk sheets and this makes her more aroused. She presses herself closer into the girl beneath her. Flesh rubs against flesh, heart beats against heart. Their breast rubs against each other. MLS girl begins to lower herself. The Chicken closes her eyes and holds MLS' head there. Her hips move rhythmically with the tongue strokes. Up and down. Up and down. They get deeper and longer She feels herself building. The oral pleasure takes on a faster pace. Soon, Chicken releases and a wet warmth spills into her MLS mouth. She cums again. Her head swims. She doesn't even think about the sirens. The other girl moves up to meet her and rests her head upon her bosom, wrapping her arm around her.
any particular reason you felt the need to post this?
guap ilu stop caring about this
there may have been some apples
a lot of u are assholes
hi rachel did you forget i had a livejournal?
from the ghost or from the anal sex?
Don't need a coat i'll be alright Bitter apple take a bite never fear always here
this goes to show how many young twitter lefties will just as easily fall for shit as the boomers on facebook
image is obviously ai but op loves the clout he gets for tapping into delivery app discourse. they even picked childish foods like mozzarella sticks and a shirley temple to sell this hypothetical person
got a haircut and the stylist acted like she didnt even want to be there, didnt try to talk to me at all, spent like five minutes on my hair and asked if i wanted it straightened or anything but i could tell she didnt want to deal with me so i just said no and left
i was rlly looking forward to it i hope its not as bad as im afraid it is when i get it washed and dried
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