whoa, whoa, whoa. You need to just take a moment to breathe. You've gotten yourself into a downward spiral of negative thinking. First: you are worth your friends' time, so find someone you can talk to. Second: you don't have to befriends with him. Fuck it. You don't have to talk to him if you don't want to, either. This is not worth ending your life over, I can guarantee that.
i don't have friends because i'm not interesting enough to be around. and i sort of want to be friends with him because i like him so much but at the same time i don't :( sigh
but would if it takes me months to heal he'll have forgotten about me :( i have my mom and my sister i guess but i don't even know what to say and i'm sure they don't want to hear me blubbering on the phone to them
this. you can't see how strong you are rn, nona, but you've not had him in your life before and been fine, and you don't need him now. you don't need anyone and you'll remember that soon.
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(Anonymous) 2012-04-08 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)that's what you aren't seeing because your wounds are still too fresh
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