not organizations, idk if there are any but i have tried applying for help from my hospital's charity program. idk if i'll get approved tho, im really hoping but they required copies of my savings and i have like $2k in the bank right now left over from inheritance. but that's all i have, i'm not employed and i dont get any kind of assistance so its what i've been living off of and it's slowly dwindling. but im worried it just looks like im sitting on this lump sum of cash since i dont have dependants or anything and dont pay rent (i live at home)
i mailed out the forms today so i'll have to wait until they receive them to hear back and in the mean time im scrambling to make the minimum payments on my plan and i feel like my stomach is dropping thru the floor every time i have to bc its hundreds of dollars on the first of each month and i know that i will only be able to do that for so long. and to afford it i have to give up other things i would use the money on like food or public transit.
sorry for the novel responses im just so stressed and tired of this. if my parents weren't around i honestly would seriously consider just killing myself or going off the grid or smthn insane, i have 0 optimism for the future it seems like there's no point to anything. i'll never have enough money to get rid of this, i can't get employed, and im just going to go into massive debt and ruin my credit be4 i even have a chance to do anything like buy a car or move away. i rly fucked myself.
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Re: tw poor
(Anonymous) 2015-08-01 07:09 am (UTC)(link)i mailed out the forms today so i'll have to wait until they receive them to hear back and in the mean time im scrambling to make the minimum payments on my plan and i feel like my stomach is dropping thru the floor every time i have to bc its hundreds of dollars on the first of each month and i know that i will only be able to do that for so long. and to afford it i have to give up other things i would use the money on like food or public transit.
sorry for the novel responses im just so stressed and tired of this. if my parents weren't around i honestly would seriously consider just killing myself or going off the grid or smthn insane, i have 0 optimism for the future it seems like there's no point to anything. i'll never have enough money to get rid of this, i can't get employed, and im just going to go into massive debt and ruin my credit be4 i even have a chance to do anything like buy a car or move away. i rly fucked myself.