i have 9 more months of ~proving myself~ to my dr (aka wearing makeup and a dress every time i see her and self-flagellating enough that she thinks i deserve to be ~transformed)
i'm not hyper femme though but i feel like i have to be just in case she sees me out in the world by chance and i'm wearing skinny jeans and a tshirt and looking like a "gay man" instead of a hyper feminine woman. it's really scary idk some days i don't even want to go outside.
i'm sorry people RLE is so much bullshit. i was anticipating going through that myself and dreading the idea of trying to pass without hormones but so far i can't even get in to see a psychiatrist at all. but it will probably happen.
i wish informed consent clinics were the norm and everywhere.
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Re: trans nonas
(Anonymous) 2015-08-01 05:29 am (UTC)(link)i have 9 more months of ~proving myself~ to my dr (aka wearing makeup and a dress every time i see her and self-flagellating enough that she thinks i deserve to be ~transformed)
i'm not hyper femme though but i feel like i have to be just in case she sees me out in the world by chance and i'm wearing skinny jeans and a tshirt and looking like a "gay man" instead of a hyper feminine woman. it's really scary idk some days i don't even want to go outside.
Re: trans nonas
(Anonymous) 2015-08-01 05:34 am (UTC)(link)i wish informed consent clinics were the norm and everywhere.