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anders gif that made me tear up+cool af modern isahawke
i actually find max endearing now
i used to think she was meh but now i've grown to like her qt hipster photographer self
i used to think she was meh but now i've grown to like her qt hipster photographer self
i went outside and my friend's cat slipped past and ran outside. i didn't say anything cos i assumed she would come back but it's been a week and she's still missing
my friend thinks it's his fault and i dnw to say anything cos if anything happens to her he'll probably h8 me + what's done is done but i still feel like shit. i hope she's ok
my friend thinks it's his fault and i dnw to say anything cos if anything happens to her he'll probably h8 me + what's done is done but i still feel like shit. i hope she's ok
idk if there's rly an answer to this besides "hope u therapy"
i'm 98% sure i'm cis. i'm a lesbian, i have a vagina, i love how my vagina looks, i like how it works and i like presenting ~~as a woman, i like other vaginas. i've never felt dysphoria about my genitals or boobs or anything, or wished that i looked more masculine.
but i completely cannot read or watch anything about ftm men because for some reason it hits me w this overwhelming longing that i was one. i read about the surgical options for bottom surgery just out of curiosity and i had to make myself stop bc i just get this overwhelming want to do it. its hard to put into words bc its not like i want to be a man, but when i read about it even as shitty as the options are, i want a penis. when i read fic about trans men i get jealous of the man and wish i was him. when i read tumblrs abt transitioning from ftm ppl i get the same kind of jealousy. and for a rly long time, since i was mb 14, when i have dreams about sex its split pretty evenly between myself having sex (w other women) and me being a man and having sex (w men and women). i dream abt having a penis and sex is more satisfying with it to the point that i wake up disappointed.
wtf is this, is it some kind of internalized misogyny like i equate PIV sex with better sex? did i just read 2 much slash fic as a child and it imprinted on me? (i discovered slash be4 i knew i was a lesbian and read it all the time bc lol homosexual relationships. then i discovered f/f and gave it up but for a couple years m/m was all i read). is this normal and most ppl just dont navel gaze abt it so hard?
idk its really upsetting to think abt but i usually just dont think abt it. it doesn't come up.
i'm 98% sure i'm cis. i'm a lesbian, i have a vagina, i love how my vagina looks, i like how it works and i like presenting ~~as a woman, i like other vaginas. i've never felt dysphoria about my genitals or boobs or anything, or wished that i looked more masculine.
but i completely cannot read or watch anything about ftm men because for some reason it hits me w this overwhelming longing that i was one. i read about the surgical options for bottom surgery just out of curiosity and i had to make myself stop bc i just get this overwhelming want to do it. its hard to put into words bc its not like i want to be a man, but when i read about it even as shitty as the options are, i want a penis. when i read fic about trans men i get jealous of the man and wish i was him. when i read tumblrs abt transitioning from ftm ppl i get the same kind of jealousy. and for a rly long time, since i was mb 14, when i have dreams about sex its split pretty evenly between myself having sex (w other women) and me being a man and having sex (w men and women). i dream abt having a penis and sex is more satisfying with it to the point that i wake up disappointed.
wtf is this, is it some kind of internalized misogyny like i equate PIV sex with better sex? did i just read 2 much slash fic as a child and it imprinted on me? (i discovered slash be4 i knew i was a lesbian and read it all the time bc lol homosexual relationships. then i discovered f/f and gave it up but for a couple years m/m was all i read). is this normal and most ppl just dont navel gaze abt it so hard?
idk its really upsetting to think abt but i usually just dont think abt it. it doesn't come up.
naney you once told me to die
but now you delete die???
fuck you
but now you delete die???
fuck you
look around the world pretty bb, is it everything u hoped it would b
All potential Wardens survive if they’re not The Warden. Cousland escapes the castle and joins the Blackstone Irregulars. Aeducan joins The Legion of the Dead. Brosca is released by Bhelen’s men on Rica’s request and becomes warrior caste. Mahariel goes through The Eluvian and ends up in the Temple of Mythal where they are cured of the Taint and join the Sentinels. Tabris joins the Friends of Red Jenny. Surana/Amell escape the tower to live freely during Broken Circle.
the rest of this is ok but lol special snowflake mahariels
the rest of this is ok but lol special snowflake mahariels
Child, don't you worry
It's enough you're growing up in such a hurry
Brings you down, the news they sell you
To put in your mind that all mankind is a failure
But nobody knows what's gonna happen tomorrow
We try not to show how frightened we are
If you let me - I'll protect you - however I can
You've got to believe it'll be alright in the end
You've got to believe it'll be alright again
Fighting because we're so close
There are times we punish those who we need the most
Though we can't wait for a saviour
Only got ourselves to blame for this behaviour
It's enough you're growing up in such a hurry
Brings you down, the news they sell you
To put in your mind that all mankind is a failure
But nobody knows what's gonna happen tomorrow
We try not to show how frightened we are
If you let me - I'll protect you - however I can
You've got to believe it'll be alright in the end
You've got to believe it'll be alright again
Fighting because we're so close
There are times we punish those who we need the most
Though we can't wait for a saviour
Only got ourselves to blame for this behaviour
my ex blocked me on facebook and i'm crying
idk what's wrong with me, i broke up w him and i'm the one who didn't want contact for a while, but i feel so bleak rn
idk what's wrong with me, i broke up w him and i'm the one who didn't want contact for a while, but i feel so bleak rn
In the wake of the discovery, all of the Cecil's short-term guests left, many expressing revulsion at the thought that they had unknowingly been drinking water contaminated by a decomposing body for the preceding two weeks.
My dad tried to 'kill' the Easter bunny every year. He would literally run out into the yard with his gun and take a few shots. Then he would come back inside grumbling about how he would get him next year.
We thought it was both terrifying and hilarious. I didn't realize how weird it was until I told people about that tradition later in life.
We thought it was both terrifying and hilarious. I didn't realize how weird it was until I told people about that tradition later in life.
ivebecome one of those ppl who doesnt take medicine. like rn i have a huuuuge headache and my solution is 2 drink water bc dehydration obviously even tho ive drank 20 oz every hour or two all day
mostly its bc when i need medicine im 2 poor 2 buy some :(
mostly its bc when i need medicine im 2 poor 2 buy some :(
i passed my test
i cannot see my score but only the range. the minimum passing score was 220 and apparently my range was "100-300" lql so i must have barely passed
i cannot see my score but only the range. the minimum passing score was 220 and apparently my range was "100-300" lql so i must have barely passed
every ship fanvid out there has at least 1 where the song landfill by daughter is used
y/n
y/n
nonas y am i a fool
i started an rp w/someone that i rp'd with in the past but they flaked out but it was like 4 yrs ago plus they had good ideas abt the idea i had
and then i got attached 2 my character which gdi why bc srsly the posting rate is like 1 post a month at the most. its so slow bc they have a million other rps and it kills me.
y did i let this happen abloo bloo bloo bloo and its lesbian pirates where one betrayed the other and now they have to work together
i started an rp w/someone that i rp'd with in the past but they flaked out but it was like 4 yrs ago plus they had good ideas abt the idea i had
and then i got attached 2 my character which gdi why bc srsly the posting rate is like 1 post a month at the most. its so slow bc they have a million other rps and it kills me.
y did i let this happen abloo bloo bloo bloo and its lesbian pirates where one betrayed the other and now they have to work together
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