its just, i used to hate myself a lot for being ill and thus doing so poorly in grade school to the point i thought trying to enter college was useless
now its more like i am so so angry i didnt realize how shitty the high school was until 3 years later and i cant do anything about the damage they caused me academically and mentally
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Re: mi/suicide
(Anonymous) 2015-07-29 12:47 am (UTC)(link)its just, i used to hate myself a lot for being ill and thus doing so poorly in grade school to the point i thought trying to enter college was useless
now its more like i am so so angry i didnt realize how shitty the high school was until 3 years later and i cant do anything about the damage they caused me academically and mentally