i've been dissociating for hours and i'm completely off the wall right now
i tried to find an online crisis chat but they're all offline because it's night
i've been trying so hard to hold myself together this long but i don't know how much longer i can
i'm scared of everything including myself and i don't know what to do, i don't know who to talk to, so i've just been crying on and off. i just want somebody to talk to but i don't want to bother anybody
Originally, Asch was the only one I had a problem with. But then that one seemed to multiply, into a whole bunch of them, all agreeing on every single thing. That was around when they drove Ginmar away from here. I'm trying to keep better track with notes now. I never used to keep them, because I always felt if I argued with someone and forgot, it must not be important enough to hold a grudge over anyway. But there are so many that that's just not realistic anymore.
"drove ginmar away" no wtf, ginmar drove herself away by being so OMG OFFENDED by ppl not liking the military/not automatically giving respect to veterens that she couldn't stfu about it or stand to stay
i liked ginmar before she pulled that shitfit but damn if anyone takes the blame for that it shoudl be her
my friend thought she was an emotional vampire and would practice feeding my emotions and building shields because she couldn't be around energetic people
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