no, i have an appointment in a couple of weeks though

ever since i started taking these i've pretty much lost the will to live. i don't go out anymore, i stopped going to the gym and exercising, i haven't practiced drawing in months, i stopped communicating with my long distance family, i haven't cleaned the house in months, it's a pigsty. because all i do is sleep. i don't live. i just...exist. like a shell. i stayed on the meds because i thought they just needed time and i needed to give them a chance to work but it's just killing me slowly

i can't take it anymore