when i had my depression breakdown when i was 18 i rp'd with this dude just regular stuff then he pressured me into some fucked up shit and i went with it bc it triggered me and was another way to injure myself and it culminating in me writing a suicide note bc i was so disgusted with myself. but my mom got injured so i had to take care of her and idk it forced me out of my head.
now six years later hes active again on our small board and i want to get him banned but: a. i dont have any of the logs/proof/etc b. i dont want also want to get banned
it makes me wanna cry tbh. also i wish i had gotten help at that point in my life
and not that well. neither of us are in the inner circle you know? plus idek what to say bc theres no evidence or proof and they would probably just ban me too
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tw si/depression/suicide
(Anonymous) 2015-07-30 01:56 am (UTC)(link)now six years later hes active again on our small board and i want to get him banned but:
a. i dont have any of the logs/proof/etc
b. i dont want also want to get banned
it makes me wanna cry tbh. also i wish i had gotten help at that point in my life
Re: tw si/depression/suicide
(Anonymous) 2015-07-30 01:57 am (UTC)(link)how well do u know the owners? like, would they trust u just on ur word?
Re: tw si/depression/suicide
(Anonymous) 2015-07-30 01:59 am (UTC)(link)and not that well. neither of us are in the inner circle you know? plus idek what to say bc theres no evidence or proof and they would probably just ban me too