when i had my depression breakdown when i was 18 i rp'd with this dude just regular stuff then he pressured me into some fucked up shit and i went with it bc it triggered me and was another way to injure myself and it culminating in me writing a suicide note bc i was so disgusted with myself. but my mom got injured so i had to take care of her and idk it forced me out of my head.

now six years later hes active again on our small board and i want to get him banned but:
a. i dont have any of the logs/proof/etc
b. i dont want also want to get banned

it makes me wanna cry tbh. also i wish i had gotten help at that point in my life