Lets talk about Autistic and psychotic Bucky and how what was done to him interacts with his neurodivergence on a daily basis
Bucky Barnes forgetting to wash for days on end, he’s never been good at managing his own body or remembering to do things and hydra would schedule ‘washes’ for him so he’s used to someone making him
Bucky getting frustrated as he tries to make a sandwich, trying to remember all the steps but his mind keeps going out of order and he can’t ever remember making them before and it takes him at least 30 minutes every time to get it right
Bucky setting little alarms throughout the day to signal when he should be doing something, it works pretty well but there are still times he hears an alarm and goes to turn it off but forgets what it was for and ends up staring at it thinking before realising four hours have passed and he was away somewhere
Bucky still being partially convinced that his freedom is all an elaborate scheme by hydra to test his loyalty, on some days he has to message Sam, Steve and Nat warning them to stay away since he’s scared he’ll be made to kill them again
Bucky waking up every day to sweep his apartment for cameras and microphones and anything else suspicious, he finds its actually a very helpful morning routine, calming him down and providing a sense of repetition and stability