i think i found the kasumi girl's personal blog thru her friend's likes:
"since apparently kids cant know what hallucinations are" when i told my psychiatrist i was having auditory+visual hallucinations she just said to me "let’s not use terms." "i-i’m not using TERMS i mean they’re commonly known words i just?? its what is happening??” “let’s not use terms.” “i-i’m not-” “lets not use terms.” "i’m seeing and hearing things"
"i feel so weird talking about all the creatures i see and corpses and ghosts and all that because it’s always just been normal, at least the creatures have, but like. obviously it isnt and immmmm ffuckign!!! have the worst brain ever!! nice!!"
"iii i iii hate my psychiatrist i despise her i am. pretty much rendered unable to vocalize when talkign to certain people about Certain Subjects and i had to tell her abt how school makes me feel+why i am afraid of it and i asked for some paper and she was just like “lets stop playing games these 7th grade note passign games” and immm like crying just remembering it she makes me feel so shitty she invalidates everything i feel and say esp when i told her i was having visual+auditoy hallucinations she WOULDNT ACCEPT IT like she told me to “stop using terms” and she wouldnt say anything else until i said “ive been seeing+hearing things” i felt so bad and dad wont let me switch i h at e it"
"she tells me i thinki i have things just because i do research like!!! PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY I WOULDNT RESEARCH ON THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING TO ME THAT ARE OBVIOUSLY NOT NORMAL LMAO THANKS"
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"since apparently kids cant know what hallucinations are" when i told my psychiatrist i was having auditory+visual hallucinations she just said to me "let’s not use terms." "i-i’m not using TERMS i mean they’re commonly known words i just?? its what is happening??” “let’s not use terms.” “i-i’m not-” “lets not use terms.”
"i’m seeing and hearing things"
"i feel so weird talking about all the creatures i see and corpses and ghosts and all that because it’s always just been normal, at least the creatures have, but like. obviously it isnt and immmmm ffuckign!!! have the worst brain ever!! nice!!"
"iii i iii hate my psychiatrist i despise her i am. pretty much rendered unable to vocalize when talkign to certain people about Certain Subjects and i had to tell her abt how school makes me feel+why i am afraid of it and i asked for some paper and she was just like “lets stop playing games these 7th grade note passign games” and immm like crying just remembering it she makes me feel so shitty she invalidates everything i feel and say esp when i told her i was having visual+auditoy hallucinations she WOULDNT ACCEPT IT like she told me to “stop using terms” and she wouldnt say anything else until i said “ive been seeing+hearing things” i felt so bad and dad wont let me switch i h at e it"
"she tells me i thinki i have things just because i do research like!!! PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY I WOULDNT RESEARCH ON THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING TO ME THAT ARE OBVIOUSLY NOT NORMAL LMAO THANKS"