yeah i agree that blurting it out was stupid, i was way too emotional and should have just stepped away. maybe in a few days after things cool off and i can call her and apologize about that and hopefully just take it from there.

she goes to doctors pretty regularly for a main set of symptoms/problems that she has, but then she will have all these secondary problems that are still serious but she doesn't think are related to the main problems or makes up total excuses herself (like for example the puking blood, she blamed on an IV she was given during a hospital stay...things like that, which don't even make sense). so she just genuinely convinces herself that a doctor visit isnt needed, we're also kind of pressed for money at the minute.

whether or not that's the real reason im not sure. but thats the reason she tells me.