i have been not talking to my mum about my planning and organising for my new job that i start soon, because she always just makes me more anxious and doubt myself

and i made the mistake of telling my dad where she could hear that i've been looking at my timetable for the first few weeks and being pleased that it looks good, but slightly puzzling over the first day which is apparently a casual-dress day, but also the first day i meet a lot of people, so which way do i dress. but i have some nice new clothes either way

and my mum made it into this things about how i should have laid out all my complete outfits for the week and tried them all on and holy shit i'm just trying to manage my anxiety about this job i do not need u suddenly 'suggesting' that i'm preparing all wrong